Lily's Legacy- Starting over in 2010

My name is Christian Langley. In April of 2009, I lost my baby girl, Lily Claire Langley, after only 40 short days of life. It has been extremely hard to put any emotions on paper but I made a decision that in 2010, I would not take one single emotion for granted. My emotions embrace my love for Lily Claire & without them,, I would quickly lose who I am,, Lily Claire's mama. I am left to live Lily Claire's Legacy,, as hard as it will be at times,,, as hard as it is for me to remember,, I am thankful to God that I was given 40 days with her. 40 days of memories, 40 days of emotions that I can't just hide away somewhere. I am left to live a life different than I have ever known...and though it is painful and not easy,,, it's my life that God has given me. I will be faithful and allow God to work in all aspects of my life. I want to embrace 2010 and live the life God has chosen for me! I want to make the best of the worst.... and be the mother, wife, daughter, sister, friend, I can be!! I don't know that I will post to my blog everyday, but I promise to be real in my thoughts, feelings, emotions. Thank you in advance for following along and for praying for my family daily.